I have discovered that I can talk myself out of things quite well. I first noticed it when I started my Spring semester at school with Accounting classes. People suggested Accounting and it sounded good so I set my major, planned a schedule to go around accounting, and after a few weeks I decided I did not like it. I started going less and less, and it definitely did not help that my Accounting class was my only class of the day. As for my other classes, I started going fewer times to those too. Most don't take attendance, post notes online, and all the homework is done online too.
I would wake up on time only to think about if I really needed to go to school or not. Sometimes I would take a shower in the morning and by the time I got out, my mind would be made up to stay home. Other times I was really planning to go and then as time went on I slowly began to realize that I wouldn't be missing anything by not going. Sometimes before I even went to bed the night before my mind would be made up. My mother thinks I am failing school and I am going to drop out. But I have never been the type of person to get bad grades because I won't let myself. So even though I don't seem like the best student because I often miss class, I am doing just fine. I just cannot wait until next semester when I'll have better classes.
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